May 2011
2 posts
March 2011
1 post
"Her Name Was Consolacion"
I laid my cheek upon your hand, my eyes shut closed by pain.
I wish to be alone with you because I hate for them
to see me exposed, I fight my tears back, feeling their eyes
on me. I can’t bear looking at you because I fear truth.
You will be gone from me. I’d be left with only the past.
I wish we had a future on this earth. I wish you could
see me fulfill your dreams for me. I...
February 2011
2 posts
3 tags
January 2011
1 post
September 2010
2 posts
August 2010
3 posts
"Caress Me Down"
Why does Austin rule? Because Austin has a radio station which plays Sublime!!! No need to go to Cali or NY fo this shit. Also those random times I have the pleasure of having “Amadeus” ringing in my ear as I cruise on Highway 1 to the Green Belt.
Listen
July 2010
2 posts
Extension Please
You know it’s been an amazing vacation when home doesn’t feel like a relief…lol
What I meant to say was...
I don’t plan for the future too often. I have goals and give myself options to maintain some sort of a focus but I prefer and enjoy knowing things are subject to change. I have a problem with rebelling against myself sometimes because I forget to have fun. I plan on living in Germany for at least 6 months after this school year. I’m not sure where I’ll end up because no...
June 2010
5 posts
Educated
Last night I almost ran a car into the wall on the highway. I read it as a sign to get my happy ass home, so I did.
Yokoi III
Another day, another breakdown.
Seriously?!?!?!
I don’t know what the fuck to do with myself anymore.
Yokoi II
Yesterday was one of those days, those days where I detach myself from the world and go off on my own. It’s funny where your body can be led by an isolated state of mind. For instance this book I purchased, Kwaidon; Japanese Ghost Stories, which on any other day I would have passed over was the one which drew me in and distracted me from my intense blankness. It was only after arriving for...
Yokoi
I miss you. The powerfully delicate kiss you placed on my forehead on our first date haunts me. I wish I would have had the gumption to kiss you back, the way I wanted. I always had hope for us this summer. That’s an impossibility now. I wish you hadn’t gone, because you never left my thoughts.
May 2010
2 posts
Yesh!
TWas fate! TWas fait that brought that Chevy 4x4 into my life!!!
The ‘for sale’ sign is down and she’s all mine!!! That is, if I can pry her away from my mother.
April 2010
26 posts
I don’t wanna be in this fucking room doing fucking work on this fucking project. I want to be home in my apartment cuddling with my pillows!!!!
Eezy breezy
This morning I woke up saying “Fuck it!” I realize it’s a highly unlady like thing to do but Im not feeling proper. I say let’s burn some bras and swim naked in the pool.
Make your own friends!!!!!
And quit trying to take my best friends for your own!!!! I know I sound like a selfish child but seriously, just make friends without going through me first. I don’t want you inside every ‘loop.’ I’m tired of feeling guilty every time I’m doing something other than hanging out with you, knowing you have no friends other than me and my connections. Give me my space and...
2 tags
Place your hand on my waist and sway with me!
If...
I would
Opt to bring my laptop to school and leave my umbrella at home. :o
Davy Jones getting us through the boredom. The...
The actual discussion of polling the people who...
Let me see you fuck that pussy while believing in...
Would I really fuck to this?
Sheeeeesha
I feel good! AGAIN!!! There is a ‘but’ though, or rather, a huge lack of an attractive BUTT!!!
I need a man to just stare across a table at and laugh with. Preferably over orange juice and a bacon. For me, breakfast is the most intimate meal. There’s something really sweet about waking up, brushing your teeth and kicking your day off with someone who thinks you’re worth giving up a...
Sheesh
James: you and dustin should just smash already..9:36pm
Golda: haha we should smash your face in 9:37pm
James: kinky..im down for an eiffel tower 9:37pm
Golda: lol im not into casual sex!!!!!!!!!!!! you offend sir 9:38pm
James: sorry..casual sex..?9:38pm
Golda: friendly sex? non of it. no sex ever9:39pm
James: so friendly and casual sex are the same thing? what about passionate sex between friends? 9:40pm
Golda: its poisonous 9:40pm
James: what if you both are half asleep, spooing and he sneaks it in and you just rock with it a little? 9:41pm
Golda: im speechless
March 2010
18 posts
Serendipity
I’ve been pondering this word a bit lately.
Although I’m quite happy, with the horror of certain patterned events recent occurrances, ‘seredipity’ is a term I too often throw at such instances to make their predicability seem less tired and dull.
Whenever I hear…
REM’s “Losing My Religion,” S will soon, if not already has, harrass me
When In...
I stand amused
I continue on, with selfish intentions. Intentions which drive me to act for my own growth and the growth of relationships I care deeply for. As I do, I know I can do nothing to escape the history which repeats itself so oft. Although I hold the power to change the outcomes, I cannot stop the outside cause, nor do I let its influence on me change.
Come on Mr. Sandman!!!!!
Bring me dream.
